For the time being I have decided to put some of the poems I have written. If you choose you want to use one of these poems on your web-page or anything else then please send me an e-mail.

loved the times

lost many friends of mine

Shared the grief

shared the cries

why did god take all the friends of mine

Here I wait

for my time

when I get to see all the friends of mine

I think of love,

thoughts entwined in my head,

I think of like and life thereof,

as I lay into bed.

This whirpool of torment and despair indures me,

I just lay and let it go free....

I just lay, as it tears at me.

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The night moves on,

as I drift away into deep sleep,

reality soon becomes long gone,

Land of Nod starts to creep.

Dreaming things of of horror and hopelessness,

All I want is to regress...

even here, i wish regress.

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Nightmares come to an end,

while I awake in a cold sweat,

silently, in hopes to mend,

of everything I felt and fret.

Here I lay crying, dependant and helpless,

from deep within wistfulness...

desolate, and tristfulness.

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All though the day,

to the next nocturnal setting,

Imagining if it werent this way,

things that would change, possibly regretting.

Fearing the worst and hoping the best,

I prepare to lay for my following rest,

Hoping to lay, for my eternal rest.

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